I AM A BIG BIG Remainder

According to remainder theorem,

f(x) = Quotient x Divisor + Remainder

If f(x) represents a whole process

Quotient and divisor represent people and events

then Remainder is equal to garbish, retarded things or somehow freaking out in certain extent.

That means I am the freaking out remainder.

Or shall I say a reluctantly remainder...

Really feeling bad , sick of those feelings that managing something with an effort and that was of no returns.